Have I drifted it beyond truth?

Looking back at what I've witnessed, I can't help but to think that the mere darkness that my eyes witnessed blinded me of the beauty and goodness it also brings. The key is, finding the balance (mastering the two extremes of the spectrum)

Where will be the final throne of the Dajjal?

1. Vatican: a landlocked sovereign city-state whose territory consists of a walled enclave within the city of Rome.

2. Washington DC: Article One of the United States Constitution provides for a federal district, distinct from the states, to serve as the permanent national capital.

3. Jerusalem: One state solution, and final throne of the Dajjal.

My heart speaks

As I journey through my years of age, all I see is confusion, and more. The subtleness of deception is becoming ever finer, and my senses struggle for what is true.

I can’t help but picture my life with no guide, no shepherded. For I would have fallen, and fallen further again. All praise is to the lord, most gracious, most merciful.

harlet of revelations

The seven heads are seven mountains, on which the woman sitteth. (Rev 17:1-18).
The Seven heads are not the seven hills of Rome. The seven heads are Jerusalem: 1.) Mount Gared; 2.) Mount Goath; 3.) Mount Acra; 4.) Mount Bezetha; 5.) Mount Moriah; 6.) Mount Ophel; 7.) Mount Zion.

The evolution of Satan's deception

Peace, Satan's final mask.

Satan's most useful ploy: the power of LUST

Masturbation and casual sex are excellent first steps to gradually get its participant used to being degraded, & enslaved to lust...

Once their introduced to the fleeing pleasures of sin, an important spiritual law kicks in: "the deceptiveness of sin hardness our hearts". As our hearts begin to harden, three things begin to happen, both individually and collectively:

1) we begin to justify our sin
2) we become more blind and resistant to God's truth
3) we become more susceptible to the next stage of sin

The "ONE" deception

Everything is one, we are all one. All religions are directing to the same God, but I beg to differ...
People minds will be programmed to believe that everything is one, and when the time comes where a man will claim he is the one God, a lot of humans will fall...

The light beyond the darkness

The more I see the dark, the more I nurture a dual sensation, of fear and relief. Ultimately, the relief that the end is near glitters my soul with peace.

Ying Yang

If one never experienced the darkness, can he ever appreciate the light?

The religion of money

Full Faith and Credit in the U.S. government to support the economic and financial system. "Market Forces" now control human behavior, deeds, and so on.

The Obelisk was originally built to worship a false god called "Moloch" or "Ba'al". He was the false god of money and usury, and demanded sacrifices. We now see the biggest Obelisk in Washington DC.

Conclusion: Money IS a religion and its false god is Moloch.

Hermetic Philosophy

The biggest deception in the bible: God fashioned man in his own image.
It opens the door for the Hermetic Philosophy: As Above, So Below.

Materialism

materialism has created layers and layers of deceptions from very fundamental truths

The Greatest Deceiption

In the Years of the Primal Course, in the dawn of terrestrial
birth
,
Man mastered the mammoth and horse, and Man was the
Lord of the Earth.

He made him an hollow skin from the heart of an holy tree
,
He compassed the earth therien, and Man was the Lord of
the Sea.

He controlled the vigour of steam, he harnessed the light-
ning for hire;
He drove the celestial team, and man was the Lord of the
Fire.

Deep-mouthed from their thrones deep-seated, the choirs
of the æeons declare
The last of the demons defeated, for Man is the Lord of
the Air.

Arise, O Man, in thy strength! the kingdom is thine to
inherit,
Till the high gods witness at lenght that Man is the Lord
of his spirit.

The Pentagram

If what's evil and what's good (from the observer's perspective) is clear, is it evil to admire evil?

Circus

Standing on the roof top, looking at New York's skyline... this system is nothing but a circus. What amazes me though, that people actually think that God will appear and take over this system, as if this circus is the proper way of living.

Dark

Today, I stair out my window on a rainy summer day. The unease that smothers my soul calls for my eternal home. I am a stranger in a material form, nothing less, nothing more.

The Power of Observing

If the double slit experiment proves anything, it is that simply by the act of observing (or measuring), neutrons behavior is altered. Thus, the question is: can we create anything just by observing?

The System

The stimulus package is the change that the player extends to the slaves to continue the cycle of daylight abuse.

Physics, Metaphysics & the Consciousness Connection

• The larger consciousness system evolves by lowering the entropy of the system.

• It lowers the entropy of the system by organizing the bits at its disposal into a more profitable configuration.

• New bits and organizational opportunities are generated by using conscious intent to apply free will choice to incoming experience data.

• Feedback of the results of previous choice allows us to modify future choice (free will).

• Beings reduce their entropy by interacting with each other.

• We exchange information and experience in boundaries of physics.

• Vedio games only produce graphical presence (i.e. trees) when the player reaches that particular spot, otherwise it wouldn't be there. Reality adheres to the same rule; in quantum mechanics, the double slit experiment proves this fact. As the experiment proves, particles only exist as probability (natural state), but when physical measurement is introduced, the particle has a defined route and goes through one slit. When the measurement is not there, the particle goes through both slits.

• There is no fundamental reality frame!!!! The only thing that is fundamental, is consciousness.
  

• We are unable to understand where our reality and consciousness came from because we are in a subsystem. Like a bacteria that is in our stomachs: its job is to dissolve food. But what does that bacteria know about food, farms, buses, rain, farmers? Nothing.

• If you work from inside you causality, you can't get outside the box.
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This is "IT"

God Bliss. That's the answer.
Choose the right fruit, and you'll find Truth.

Mayan Calendar

The Mayan Calendar is an undisputed proof that time is speeding, "Shortening", a fact that is compatible to the Muslim beliefs that at the end of times, time will seem to pass by swiftly!

Evil is upon us...

A new "dangerous" journey in my life, seeking truth. I'm cutting back on visual and sound noise. Seeking the true wisdom within, by reading and being.

Quote from the "Architects of Deception": We instinctively shy away from uncomfortable facts, which threaten to demolish the false view of the world the (x) have created and thereby awaken us from the trance. Many of us have been affected by mental paralysis.

Mystics, symbols are powerful and true. My journey begins with understanding the "Obelisk". I humbly believe I have destroyed the compulsive thought pattern of my mind; and have some control on this precious instrument. Time is an illusion; and that is the key to control the mind.

My first experiance of Samadhi

God bliss this day.

The power of NOW

NOTES (Chapter one - Introduction)

• The moment you start watching the thinker, the higher level of consciousness gets activated.
• All the beauty arise from beyond the mind.
• You see and judge the present through the eyes of the past and get a totally distorted view.
• Listen to the voice in your head; do not judge or condemn, as doing so brings the same voice back through the backdoor. CONCLUSION: Here's the voice, and here I AM listening to it, the "I AM" is your true being.
  
• When thoughts subsides, you witness a discontinuity in the mental stream, a gap of no mind.
• Kill your ego; your not your race, identity or relationships.
• Don't be scared to unfold what is in the dark, and sacrifice what is in the light.
• Desires are short term gratifications of the ego.
• Love, like drugs, are a two sided coins; love vs. hate, high vs. crash.

NOTES (Chapter two - Consciousness: The way out of pain)

• The mind wants to deny the NOW, because it can not function and remain in control without time, past & future, so it perceives the timeless (NOW) as threatening.
• Die before you die; then realize there is no death.
• Stop pain is stopping time, which is fundamentally based on the belief that the only time you have is NOW.
• Always work with the NOW, as an allay, not an enemy.
• The pain body only feed on pain; and you will seek further pain. It is the dark shadow cast by the ego, is afraid of the light of your consciousness. Its survival is depends on your unconscious identification with it.
• All pain is ultimately an illusion.

NOTES (Chapter three - Moving deeply into the now)

• Don't seek yourself in your mind.
• End the illusion of time: the mind and time are insuperable.
  
• Don't let the past give you your identity, and the future gives you salvation; both are illusions.
  
• The moon is the illusion; the sun is consciousness.
• Goal: Intense conscious being.
• THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS THAT ULTIMATE SENSE OF CONSCIOUSNESS (HEAVEN?)
• What, at this moment, is lacking?
• There's no greater obstacle to god, than time.
• Suffering needs time; it cannot survive in the now.
  
• There is no greater obstacle to god, than time.
  
• Some people get mad when you tell them that there are no problems; you are attacking their identity that they have falsely created for themselves.
  

Ethics...

I attended a fascinating presentation today in Koury Auditorium, the irony is that I was not intending to attend. The major outtake was: TDH (Trust, Dignity and Hope). This is how we should interact with colleagues, friends, our significant others. Trust that person to do the right thing, do not downgrade their Dignity so that they don't switch to a defenseve mode, and most of all, do not kill the fragile ingrediante that signifies their uniqeness and individuallity, Hope.

Pyramid of Truth...

There is only one truth -the upper tip of the pyramid- that is Nirvana "Samadhi", and all paths along the sides (Religions) are meant to guide the soul to the same single point of supreme consciousness.

Part of the whole

Stretching back in the chair on a cold winter night, staring at the stars spread over a pallet of pitch black sky. Beyond the street stand still a mountain of trees, plugged in the ground almost unreal. Observing my place of existence, I came to comprehend my belonging to the master piece that surround my being, and so be, we are all part of the same, we are all part of the perfect creation we call "Life".

In the middle of nowhere..

Today, as I walked into the Martini club with my humble mate, I sat on the bar chair for hours with no distaste, watched people invade the place sober with no dictate, then chronically mutate into their inner sins dis crease.

Some say it's their inner subconscious taking charge, beyond the thorns of the conscious beast. Yet if one masters the art of the conscious and the subconscious sarge, does one truly need the forbidden spirit to liberate the feast... ?